[it's so funny to me imagining them sitting here and watching this on the screen like popcorn.
because everything about this is so incredibly triggering to her. it takes her some time, into what she's watching, to understand. it's about when he's attacking the girl in the tank that it starts to feel familiar - that disgust, that alienation, the awareness you aren't a person in the same way others are.
by the time they get to the end, she's having a panic attack, sitting with her hands rigid in her lap, trying to catch her breath. she isn't sure how to react to this, and what's worse, she knows exactly what she's going to see on the screen next.
normally i don't do them back to back but you know what goes here.]
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because everything about this is so incredibly triggering to her. it takes her some time, into what she's watching, to understand. it's about when he's attacking the girl in the tank that it starts to feel familiar - that disgust, that alienation, the awareness you aren't a person in the same way others are.
by the time they get to the end, she's having a panic attack, sitting with her hands rigid in her lap, trying to catch her breath. she isn't sure how to react to this, and what's worse, she knows exactly what she's going to see on the screen next.
normally i don't do them back to back but you know what goes here.]