Yeah. [ angry, tired. powerless. ] Hell deciding to play games with us, probably, from what Lavi described to me of what happened - if we don't kill of our own volition, it'll organize the scenario for us so that a death happens anyways.
Grain of salt, with them. They're either just following orders and don't know the greater machinations, or they're in on it as our prison wardens and don't have any intention to give us the truth.
Something to dig into. [ he'll be harassing them more this upcoming week. ] We're reaching the halfway point, before the party. Some kind of solution has to be found behind the scenes, and whether they know or not... better to find out sooner rather than later.
... I don't want to believe this is it. That the party is the only way out of Hell, or that there'll be a limited number of winners, compared to our numbers. It's better than just wallowing in eternal damnation to me.
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My bet is on the latter.
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I don't think they have as much control as they would like us to think they do.
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Something to dig into. [ he'll be harassing them more this upcoming week. ] We're reaching the halfway point, before the party. Some kind of solution has to be found behind the scenes, and whether they know or not... better to find out sooner rather than later.
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... I don't want to believe this is it. That the party is the only way out of Hell, or that there'll be a limited number of winners, compared to our numbers. It's better than just wallowing in eternal damnation to me.
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[because she doesn't think there's another outcome likely.]
That there's a chance at all is something I'm still not convinced of.
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But if I'm going to die a second time, I'll do it on my feet, where I'll be able to say that I did what I could.
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