['You possess a kindness that no other can replicate, and a perspective that is uniquely yours. You will not disappoint anyone, as long as your heart guides you.'
Maybe that's what he finally needs to do after all this time: instead of trying to be smart about everything, just let his heart guide him to the right answer. After all, his heart has strong feelings on all of this, so...]
...if someone was possessed by a shadow and killed Kaeya for it, this is what I'd want them to know: I'm mad, but not at them. I'm mad for them. They got put into a shitty situation with no easy way out, and they tried to make the best choice they could. And now they have to face down either getting caught and dying, or letting someone else die in their place. That's a horrible choice to have to make! And they can't even say a thing about it until after the trial, regardless of how they feel about it. It's...it's just not right. And I wanna yell at someone for them, since they can't yell for themselves right now.
So even if I'm sad right now because Kaeya is someone important to me and I miss him a lot, I'm not mad at whoever killed him. It's not their fault.
There's a chance it could be you, and if it is you then it's not like you can admit to it right now. So if it does end up being you then I'd want you to know that. I don't want you to feel alone in this.
[A pause, and then:]
It's the same if you killed Rupert too. But if you didn't kill either of them that's good I guess.
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[Rin still looks pretty heckin' depressed to be thinking about his friends like that though.]
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['You possess a kindness that no other can replicate, and a perspective that is uniquely yours. You will not disappoint anyone, as long as your heart guides you.'
Maybe that's what he finally needs to do after all this time: instead of trying to be smart about everything, just let his heart guide him to the right answer. After all, his heart has strong feelings on all of this, so...]
...if someone was possessed by a shadow and killed Kaeya for it, this is what I'd want them to know: I'm mad, but not at them. I'm mad for them. They got put into a shitty situation with no easy way out, and they tried to make the best choice they could. And now they have to face down either getting caught and dying, or letting someone else die in their place. That's a horrible choice to have to make! And they can't even say a thing about it until after the trial, regardless of how they feel about it. It's...it's just not right. And I wanna yell at someone for them, since they can't yell for themselves right now.
So even if I'm sad right now because Kaeya is someone important to me and I miss him a lot, I'm not mad at whoever killed him. It's not their fault.
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Why are you making a speech at me? I didn't kill him.
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[A pause, and then:]
It's the same if you killed Rupert too. But if you didn't kill either of them that's good I guess.
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We breathe out every second regardless of if we talk or not. What's the point in 'saving it' if it's gonna leave us anyway?
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