she is intentionally avoiding her room or anywhere else people might be having feelings in, so this is the best place to find her. she won't try to avoid running into kon though.]
he doesn't try to avoid running into harrow, either, for all that he's mostly trying to walk some of the Feelings out. he at least isn't leaking them everywhere. ]
Hey, Harrow. [ little huff ] Walking all that off?
[she's a little awkward because she doesn't really know what she's doing here. she just knows she's absolutely useless at being comforting or kind to people so she feels as though she should stay out of their way. especially when she's sad herself, but feels as though she shouldn't be allowed to be.]
...I'm not sure what I'm doing. I think Gideon is in the room. [she isn't even in there, harrow is just avoiding it in case she is.]
Kind of the same, with Uriel. [ to give her time to grieve and be angry without him there, mostly. even if she's not in there, she's currently not here, and that's what matters. ] Not as cut and dry today was it was the last two. Lots of emotions running high everywhere.
Yeah. [ angry, tired. powerless. ] Hell deciding to play games with us, probably, from what Lavi described to me of what happened - if we don't kill of our own volition, it'll organize the scenario for us so that a death happens anyways.
Grain of salt, with them. They're either just following orders and don't know the greater machinations, or they're in on it as our prison wardens and don't have any intention to give us the truth.
Something to dig into. [ he'll be harassing them more this upcoming week. ] We're reaching the halfway point, before the party. Some kind of solution has to be found behind the scenes, and whether they know or not... better to find out sooner rather than later.
... I don't want to believe this is it. That the party is the only way out of Hell, or that there'll be a limited number of winners, compared to our numbers. It's better than just wallowing in eternal damnation to me.
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week 2; saturday
she is intentionally avoiding her room or anywhere else people might be having feelings in, so this is the best place to find her. she won't try to avoid running into kon though.]
...Hello.
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he doesn't try to avoid running into harrow, either, for all that he's mostly trying to walk some of the Feelings out. he at least isn't leaking them everywhere. ]
Hey, Harrow. [ little huff ] Walking all that off?
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[she's a little awkward because she doesn't really know what she's doing here. she just knows she's absolutely useless at being comforting or kind to people so she feels as though she should stay out of their way. especially when she's sad herself, but feels as though she shouldn't be allowed to be.]
...I'm not sure what I'm doing. I think Gideon is in the room. [she isn't even in there, harrow is just avoiding it in case she is.]
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Kind of the same, with Uriel. [ to give her time to grieve and be angry without him there, mostly. even if she's not in there, she's currently not here, and that's what matters. ] Not as cut and dry today was it was the last two. Lots of emotions running high everywhere.
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My bet is on the latter.
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I don't think they have as much control as they would like us to think they do.
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Something to dig into. [ he'll be harassing them more this upcoming week. ] We're reaching the halfway point, before the party. Some kind of solution has to be found behind the scenes, and whether they know or not... better to find out sooner rather than later.
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... I don't want to believe this is it. That the party is the only way out of Hell, or that there'll be a limited number of winners, compared to our numbers. It's better than just wallowing in eternal damnation to me.
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[because she doesn't think there's another outcome likely.]
That there's a chance at all is something I'm still not convinced of.
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But if I'm going to die a second time, I'll do it on my feet, where I'll be able to say that I did what I could.
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