Isn't it just possible that you always were, but it didn't come up? It only takes a handful, after all. Three or four or five out of thirty odd people.
One of the groups I mentioned earlier that killed weren't really themselves when they did it, and the other group was doing it to - protect people, in a way. People didn't figure out exactly why the second group was acting until the very end, but I think they figured out pretty quickly because of the people in that group they found that their motivations at least weren't selfish or cruel. And since there weren't any additional incentives beyond that... I mean, at least we knew that people weren't going to stab each other in the back just to get ahead. You know?
[he sighs, though.]
Though - that doesn't exactly make it better when people kept getting killed anyways.
Well, the first ones I mentioned, the ones who weren't themselves... Somehow they were forced into thinking that one person was a huge threat to the rest of the group, and everyone would get hurt if they didn't kill that person. Of course that wasn't true, but they believed it as long as they needed to. The second group, um, the group I was a part of - it's kind of a long story, but essentially, if we didn't kill someone on Thursday night, they would get stuck in that place forever and their soul would be erased eventually. We knew that if we did it, though, there was at least a chance to bring them back eventually instead of losing them completely.
[she listens, and then, once he's finished, slowly inspects her bitten fingernails, thinking.]
...You know, I really might advise you to lie about that. You haven't taken a risk telling me, as it turns out, but you never know how people will react to these things. [a sigh.]
Or maybe not. The fact that you'd come out and say it is a bit relieving. Anyway, that's all quite understandable, as motivations go, so I see what you mean. Utterly different from our experience, where we were told from early on to consider the dead lost for good. It didn't turn out that way, but...
I mean... I'm not planning on standing in the courtyard and announcing it to everyone, but it feels weird to hide it completely, too. I'm pretty sure Bradley is going to bring it up to people even if I don't, anyways.
[he nods.]
I really hope that's common between all our groups, too... I mean, that everyone came back safe in the end. It'd definitely be a relief.
Ah. I do admit, we are fortunate - no bad blood among the group of us five. None of us killed one another or were involved in anything of the sort. Otherwise, I'm certain it gets a bit awkward.
He did take it surprisingly well, given everything, but - yeah. Awkward is a word for it.
[he nods.]
It'd be nice if we didn't have anyone to bring back by the end of this since everyone turned out fine, but... I'm pretty sure none of us really expect that to happen at this point.
I do, yeah. I didn't get to know Hope and Alphinaud too well, so I can't really vouch for them completely, but I never saw them acting cruel or anything. Bradley and Aikawa... are both a little unpredictable for different reasons, but they can both be really nice, too. Claude's a good person, too.
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[a shorter pause.]
One of the groups I mentioned earlier that killed weren't really themselves when they did it, and the other group was doing it to - protect people, in a way. People didn't figure out exactly why the second group was acting until the very end, but I think they figured out pretty quickly because of the people in that group they found that their motivations at least weren't selfish or cruel. And since there weren't any additional incentives beyond that... I mean, at least we knew that people weren't going to stab each other in the back just to get ahead. You know?
[he sighs, though.]
Though - that doesn't exactly make it better when people kept getting killed anyways.
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[taking a little breath.]
Well, the first ones I mentioned, the ones who weren't themselves... Somehow they were forced into thinking that one person was a huge threat to the rest of the group, and everyone would get hurt if they didn't kill that person. Of course that wasn't true, but they believed it as long as they needed to. The second group, um, the group I was a part of - it's kind of a long story, but essentially, if we didn't kill someone on Thursday night, they would get stuck in that place forever and their soul would be erased eventually. We knew that if we did it, though, there was at least a chance to bring them back eventually instead of losing them completely.
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...You know, I really might advise you to lie about that. You haven't taken a risk telling me, as it turns out, but you never know how people will react to these things. [a sigh.]
Or maybe not. The fact that you'd come out and say it is a bit relieving. Anyway, that's all quite understandable, as motivations go, so I see what you mean. Utterly different from our experience, where we were told from early on to consider the dead lost for good. It didn't turn out that way, but...
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[he nods.]
I really hope that's common between all our groups, too... I mean, that everyone came back safe in the end. It'd definitely be a relief.
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[but she nods.]
So far, that has been what I've been hearing.
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[he nods.]
It'd be nice if we didn't have anyone to bring back by the end of this since everyone turned out fine, but... I'm pretty sure none of us really expect that to happen at this point.
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I do, yeah. I didn't get to know Hope and Alphinaud too well, so I can't really vouch for them completely, but I never saw them acting cruel or anything. Bradley and Aikawa... are both a little unpredictable for different reasons, but they can both be really nice, too. Claude's a good person, too.